A sunny day but dark and sad in my heart .....
Llueve
intentan CAER and the clouds in lethargy,
latidos of my heart is enfermo
encaminan in BACKSPACE,
Blow the Wind, so demente I
I can hear her singing the blues
literally breath by my love of contradiction,
void my presence
insita to immerse me in the extreme
shadows, I question daily
as to justify the abandonment ineffective without the reliable
my mistakes so common in
with more than a pretext
and a call to death. Without my actions
embroiled solvency have created a brick Ergastula
to give food to the worms
with fibers that pinched my cells,
this tombstone where you can look at me, all my family
accumulated stench, to keep suicide letters
written with the intention of giving my life
a blue pen,
not need such indifference, such invalidity
human interaction with the sweat of acids in an antidepressant
I can wander in mental hospitals, in places that I know feel
live to kill
create the possibility of suicide
appropriating the lives, hopes
supported by an indeterminate faith, a desire
damn that is to attract some eyes.
strive to see my shortcomings as evidence
need to refuse to see ash
shameless enough ideas to judge the amorphous
omen for the peace in my music eyes, leading to the death
eternity begins to plot
inspired paradise hell
my instincts, no matter what I do
soon stop hurting, trying to sketch a suicide
the grotesque transgression
mutator in lewd pleasures
beginning to lose synchrony in the black
palpitations drown my sight, shaking
ration excite lewd touching,
'm forgetting, any sign of my past,
try to move, rotate it a muscle in my lips, a coarse
I cry for help,
to expedite this farewell.
Trying to heal my depression it is
doors open through unknown horizons
almost simultaneously at the time with plenty of superfluous
decline disperse the fate of my blood
with vacant buildings, where I found strength
findings from outside created
in dreams my memory, is
than usual, any day of ignorance
eats discord.
keeping schizophrenic delusions as a bastion for the enclosure of my sadness. Saving
moments with drugs
grant me the target,
failing in my attempts to forge a path wandering exalted with the frankness
inherited by a
angel
this cluster of inconsistencies that you never find interesting,
defacing any unused under the latest
as I was still pending,
recognize this moment, as appropriate to satisfy my cravings
hate to indifference. Vigilante
nocturnal hunter of souls crave
snatch my spirit with the scythe
loads
in this silence the sound melts my sorrows with prayers claiming
find
death is an obstacle to know that there are, some people who can
love me.
I do not find me in your search
full of cowardice and lack of commitment .............